I feel like if I try to get better I will hate my family

2022.01.20 01:53 Dreaminink I feel like if I try to get better I will hate my family

So I've (32f) been in therapy for a couple years twice a week and every session I tend to go off about something that happened that week. This kind of upset my therapist as its suppose to be trauma therapy. I want to dig deeper into my past but I've blocked alot of it out and tend to dissociate from my feelings and emotions.
We have talked a bit about my relationships to my family members but I feel like if talk about what happened I might break and it will ruin the already thin relationships I have with my family.
I have suffered alot of abuse, I wont get to much into it but let's say each family member has a certain place inside my trauma riddled brain just for them and I know once that dam breaks i wont be able to look at any of them anymore, I'm scared about how I am going to react and if I can handle seeing or even talking to my immediate family after. I don't know if I should explain this to my therapist, how do I explain I'm afraid of losing my relationship with my family? It's not as toxic as it once was and I feel like if I can get over what they did we might be able to move forward.
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2022.01.20 01:53 jnoguedara GIF ISSUES

So I'm new to Telegram. It's awesome but i have a problem with my GIFS. I can't send GIF by any menas from my iPhone. I can send GIFs from my Desktop App (Windows) but I can't reproduce them on my desktop app. I can only see them reproduce on my iPhone app.
You know what's going on?
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2022.01.20 01:53 Es_presso I swear

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2022.01.20 01:53 Carrollmusician New to D20 and it’s incredible

Been a CH fan and loved some of the other shows from the YouTube content. Like everyone else, I just can’t keep enough folks into a campaign to play and I’m not comfortable DM’ing yet! Beyond entertainment, this is a great example of how to run and roll combat that just hadn’t sunk in until I tuned in!
Just signed up for Dropout so I can get the full seasons and listen on a coast to coast Roadtrip I start on Monday! Cheers and happy questing.
Also I have both an internal Boggy and internal Gilear and both are very true to form.
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2022.01.20 01:53 Beginning-Health-529 Bears Talk Crypto

Hey. If anyone is interested in a Berkeley crypto discord channel, feel free to reach out and i can send you the invite.
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2022.01.20 01:53 aceofcards15 QC on Vlone Af1s

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2022.01.20 01:53 Apprehensivee_Mess (26F) Why Am I Itchy? 5’6 200lbs

The last 3 days I have been itching over my entire body, The itch is sometimes constant & sometimes comes & goes but is an extreme itch. I have no visual skin irritation/rash besides raised bumps from me scratching so much. No new hygiene products/laundry detergent/clothes. I have taken Benadryl & used anti-itch cream with no relief. My lower abdomen has also been hurting pretty severely on & off the last few days. Medications I take include: Celexa, Suboxone, & Metformin with the occasional Melatonin for sleep. No known allergies
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2022.01.20 01:53 sunlightglow 😍

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2022.01.20 01:53 christreborn2012 Last Night In Soho (2021) - All Deleted Scenes

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2022.01.20 01:53 crytoloover What is Big Time Play-To-Earn NFT Game | The Next Epic Metaverse Game!

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2022.01.20 01:53 Btsumi Oculus Quest 2 V37

These features and enhancements will become available starting the week of January 17th, 2022.
-App Library Oculus first party apps are no longer pinned to the top of your App Library. Instead, you can control the order of your apps through your App Library’s sort + filter settings.
-Link Sharpening+ If it looks like your view in VR with Link is a little bit clearer, you’re right. We’ve improved the Link Sharpening algorithm for better visual clarity.
-Stationary Guardian Stationary Guardian now uses Passthrough. When you move toward the edge of your Stationary Guardian, you won’t see the boundary outlines. Instead, Passthrough will fade in to show your real-life surroundings.
-Horizon Home To help you explore your Horizon Home, you can now teleport to different designated areas in your Home environment. Simply hide the Universal Menu by pressing the Oculus button, and press your controller thumbstick forward to see a set of potential hotspots. Then aim at one of the hotspots and release the thumbstick to teleport. With the Universal Menu hidden, you can also press the thumbstick left or right to rotate in place.
-Diagonal Resize To better control your VR workspace, you can now resize your app windows to different heights and widths. Initially, this will be supported in Browser, Oculus TV, and Files as well as some 2D multitasking apps currently available on Quest.
-Display Bar To provide more flexibility in how 2D apps are displayed, you can now change the distance, scale, and rotation of your 2D app panels by using the Display Bar to switch between Tablet and Desktop modes. To switch between panel types, select and hold the Display Bar under the center panel, then drag the bar up or down. We’re also making Browser tabs a bit smarter as part of this update. When you move between Desktop and Tablet modes, your Browser tabs will now consolidate into a single window to help keep your workspace neat and organized.
-Tracked Keyboard Selection In v28, we made it possible to not just pair but see Logitech’s K830 keyboard in VR. Now we’re also adding support for the Apple Magic Keyboard on Quest 2. You can pair your Apple Magic Keyboard with your headset under the Experimental Features panel in Settings. You’ll also need to enable hand tracking (if you haven’t already) which can be done under the Hands and Controllers settings menu.
-Share to Headset If you’ve ever been browsing a made-for-VR art gallery on your phone and wished for a more immersive experience, we have you covered. In our latest sharing enhancement you’ll now be able to send a link directly from your phone to your Quest via the Oculus App, making that 3D view actually feel like you’re there. To do this, first make sure your headset is turned on and Bluetooth is enabled on your phone. Then, open a website on your phone, click Share, choose the Oculus App → Open Now, select your headset, and it’ll automatically open in Browser when you put your headset on. Please note: Currently this is only available on Android but will be coming to iOS soon.
-Improved Quick Actions Menu Accomplish the basics quicker without needing controllers. You can now use a pinch gesture with your hands to bring up a quick action menu. This allows you to quickly do things like take a screenshot, activate voice commands and more. To bring up the quick action menu, position your palm in front of your face and pinch with your thumb and index finger.
-Redesigned Explore Page We’ve redesigned your Explore page to make it easier to find the experiences that you care about. To do this, we’ve made the following updates: Adding cards that make it easier to find your friends. Updating sections so you can discover the games, apps, and content that you care about.
-Controller Settings We’re adding the ability to adjust your Touch controller settings not only to give power users more options, but also to improve accessibility and address issues that may arise with wear and tear. The most recent setting addition for v37 is the ability to adjust the thumbstick center dead zone, as well as the thumbstick range. You can make these adjustments from the Experimental Settings section within the settings panel.
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2022.01.20 01:53 dounothemffnman Hey I'm looking to become an early elementary teach and have a question

My main concern with going into this field isn't the money as I love helping and teaching, but I have a pretty serious relationship and I'm more or less concerned about the hours and if I'll even have much time to spend with with her even living together. Does anyone have any tips with time management to put my future family first?
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2022.01.20 01:53 AbysmalCaca1000 My Sunoco Camaro

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2022.01.20 01:53 Loozka Knock knock, it's death! You have 2 minutes to make it laugh before it'll reap your soul. What is your poor attempt to escape the upcoming misery?

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2022.01.20 01:53 Chickenlickenn This is probably a long shot but here goes…

Im looking for a game that I used to play when I was a kid. It was a computer came run on a windows XP machine. The game was based in a medieval setting and started out with the player in a castle, to advance you answer series of questions, questions were random but intriguing.
(Background): I had a very hard childhood and this game was my escape, I have searched hard for this game but have had no luck. Would appreciate anyone who can help me find it. Thanks!
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2022.01.20 01:53 is-it-raining-yet Wario Land Shake It for Switch, who's with me!

I've only played and owned 3 Wario Land Games but my favorite is definitely the Wii game Wario Land Shake It, I love going through worlds and collecting unique treasures and the boss fights were excellent. I especially loved fighting the Shake King. I recently had to go out of town for a few days so I haven't been able to get to play it. It makes me wish for it to be able to play on a portable Nintendo system. Our most recent one is the Nintendo Switch and since it has brought back past Mario, Donkey Kong, pikmin and Sonic Wii games why not bring my favorite Wario game to play on the go. What are your thoughts?
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2022.01.20 01:53 PennelopeHawthorn Reading up and have a question

I have been drawn to mushrooms recently and thought, as an experiment, I would try one of those pre packaged kits where you add water, keep.moist and watch grow. See if I like it, see if I'm the o ly one who enjoys them in the house.
Well then I got reading. I learn by doing so I have been watching videos etc. But something I keep coming across with this kits is you can get a couple flushes AND if you toss them in the garden you might end up with more.
So I have a question. Assuming I understand correctly the reason the mycelium produce a mushroom is due to full colonization and use of their food substrate in order to spread spores and reproduce, could one of these kits be used through the first flush and then introduced into another similar media to recolonize? For example the lions mane kit I'm looking at comes on hardwood shavings and wheat germ. If I sterilized the same via heat and added it to a sterile contantainer with the rest of the kit, and kept it moist of course, would the mycelium expand into that and start the process over?
I am trying to find a medium of tediousness and viability. I have kids, a small farm, make sourdough almost daily (another tedious process I have learned to make less tedious) blah blah blah. If I enjoy it I can stick with kits but was wondering if the above would be worth a try or has a tek name I can look at.
Many thanks!
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2022.01.20 01:53 CaptainSilent8410 ATTN: Brides to be

Handley Breaux Designs is not worth your time or money. If you enjoy being left to your own devices until the day of, she is your girl. Somehow after countless unanswered emails over 9+ months of planning, she pulls her half ass shit together for a somewhat decent wedding. Every unorganized wedding I've attended, has without a doubt had her company involved. Fair warning to all brides, if you want someone to verbally assault your mother, hire Handley Breaux.
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2022.01.20 01:53 gebOrange From the balcony, LN CA

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2022.01.20 01:53 Time_Speaker4934 Kucoin Clone Script- Buy Cryptocurrency Exchange Script Today

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2022.01.20 01:53 Zoe_Riot Just a freckly face

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2022.01.20 01:53 CrotchisKing Ash and Walnut keepsake box for friends whose daughter passed away at 10 days old.

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2022.01.20 01:53 outermcu Peter parker and doctor stranges' use of runes in No Way Home.

Okay so... this may be a "dummy why didnt you think of this" question..BUT.. As Agatha and Wanda stated in WandaVision,
"in a given space, only the witch that cast the runes can use her magic"
If Strange was using runes when casting the spell in nwh, why was Peter able to manipulate the spell?
also idk too much about the runes of Kauf-Kaul so its probably different
pls don't be a know it all this is just a question ive had in my head all day and im aware there may be a simple answer😭
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2022.01.20 01:53 EaimLik What's the most random compliment you've received from a stranger lately?

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2022.01.20 01:53 BipolarBumkey W

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