[F23] married to [M28] and feeling lost.

2021.12.05 01:07 Meh01234 [F23] married to [M28] and feeling lost.

Hi everyone,
I don’t even know where to begin. Right now I’m at the point where I don’t want to eat, and I feel very emotional.
My partner and I recently tied the knot. I feel like we have polar opposite views on some topics but when he’s feeling in a good headspace, he feels similar to me.
Recently, he told me that he feels like I’m trying to change him into a different version. There are things he does and have done that I don’t believe in, such as throwing things when he’s angry (I won’t stop talking and hammering in my point because I’m angry and he then does that,) drug usage, being affiliated & in contact with his parents who abused him and his siblings their whole life, standing up for himself, me, and the both of us when a situation occurs that’s not normal, shit talking sexually (for ex..your mom is cheating on your dad, she was riding my cock so hard last night,) getting angry and acting out in ways that aren’t acceptable..etc..I could go on for days.
He has changed some of these behaviors, although hearing that he feels like I’m trying to change him or that he is a version of himself that isn’t me because of me absolutely kills me.
I believe in figuring everything out with a person I’m married to (minus cheating). We are supposed to work everything out.
I’m at the point where I don’t want to speak anymore. I’m at the point where I don’t want to eat. I’m at the point where I feel like it’s time to stop caring even tho inside of me still says to care. I trust him, although not as much as I should because of things that are still current.
How can I be a better person for him? I don’t want my marriage to fail, although I wouldn’t like the person he was when I first married him. He’s changed drastically, although he gets on these tangents that he’s a version that isn’t him when we’re fighting.
I just don’t know what to do anymore. I guess not talk and go about my business. Shut down and give space between us. Idk. I wish I had a shoulder to cry on right now. I feel so alone.
TLDR: My husband thinks I am changing him to be the version he doesn’t want to be. I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel so lost.
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My group of players are…not the most observant. They’ve missed out on pivotal clues and letters left in the hideouts and strongholds of my npcs (who they keep calling the enemies for some reason) and it recently became problematic behavior when they encountered the lich they were tracking down and attacked him on the spot.
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My table really enjoyed this, in fact, half of my players decided to retire their characters and roll up new ones, I’m so proud of them for their quality RP——and I cannot wait to see what new characters they play once they’re all not so busy with doctors appointments/funerals/car repaifamily get togethers/other dnd games.
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