2021.10.24 21:22 successful-tea99 baby got a lil cake ☺️ 22, SB, GFE
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2021.10.24 21:22 Ulikedragons Anyone think castration play is sexy?
2021.10.24 21:22 btmsub1 Seeking validation (I guess) in crisis
I'm new to this group but have slight support from the make survivor community in the past with mixed results. I started being sexually active at only 10 years old. My first boyfriend was the classic boy next door, he was older by a few years. We were all each other had, our parents were either not around or didn't care about us. It turned into something that has caused me a lifetime of pain and despair. It only took convincing me once to give him oral, and we got into many other things, but I know realize that I was being used. Until recently I never thought about how he would slap me and curse at me one moment, then hold me and tell me her love me another. I became convinced that I had to pleasure him, and he would hit me if I couldn't bring him to climax. I was just a kid, and thought that this was the cost of love, that this is what love was like. I just accepted it as it was all I knew. This lead me to find other older guys as I grew up and away from my first. Eventually at seventeen I started pleasuring old men at the gym, on the beach and in parking lots. They would tell me I had a great body and I knew how to make a guy happy. I loved their attention and strangely felt committed to pleasuring every man who picked me up.
I feel so hollow still, inside. Like I am just an amalgamation of my thoughts, like and dislikes, as if I am not a person but a thing. So here's the kicker, I'm now a psychologist and fully understand how this mechanism works and why I feel the way I do about it. But I still hate myself, and don't feel any better about it even after ten or so years of therapy. I can't ever get that part of me back and I don't feel valid in calling myself a survivor, as I led myself into these situations over and over again.
Can anyone share a thought on this. I'm just really not doing well with this.
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2021.10.24 21:22 yougotmike2694 Not a single interest was given.
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2021.10.24 21:22 CampaignSecret3153 LDR Ex bf (m28) reached out to me again after 7 months and wants a relationship again, but I can’t move past what he did
LDR ex bf reached out to me last week suggesting I was that I was the “love of his life” and that no one has ever loved him like I did… we first met online when I was 16 and he was 24. We spoke on/off for 3-4 years. I was basically groomed and found out years later what the situation really was. It makes me feel so uncomfortable. Turns out he was communicating with actual children for years now. I was unfortunate enough to know the true depth of his sick perversion and took awhile to heal from it. I exposed him to his family and friends.. as well as file a police report against him regarding the stuff he made me do when I was a minor, what he said/did, and the incidents with the other minors. What I’m really asking for is advice or insight on the situation… He makes me feel crazy for not forgiving him already or for bringing up the past so much. He said he has changed, yet for some reason another minor boy has access to all his weird pedo accounts??!? He got upset with me today for saying I didn’t feel comfortable meeting up with him irl and I guess being cold hearted to him. I tried to move past what he did.. even then, he doesn’t give me the time or effort like he said he would in order for me to trust him again. Am I crazy for not forgiving him or not wanting to meet him so fast after everything he did?! I’m not even sure I love him either. Maybe that makes me a bad person. I don’t know. Idk how you could love someone like that. Every time I try to leave him, he sends me passive aggressive voice messages telling me I’m disgusting for thinking he’s a bad person or for trying to leave and convinces me to stay with him.
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2021.10.24 21:22 Slight-Marsupial-367 fuck me please
2021.10.24 21:22 thehypemans-hypeman 6 more days till track suit Saturday
2021.10.24 21:22 ZoolShop Elon Musk Discusses Important Dogecoin Improvements, Confirms No Investment in Shiba Inu – Bitcoin News
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2021.10.24 21:22 jcon2182 People who've walked out of their job, What was the final sraw?
2021.10.24 21:22 ThatDudeYallKnow $7 entry fee. (22,500vids)(200+ megalinks). Telegram user is @wokendemon ,hit me on there if account is removed
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2021.10.24 21:22 StrikingIncome Is this normal for CFIs working at flight schools?
I'm a new CFI and just landed my first job. I took the job and turned down many others because on paper, it all sounded like a great opportunity. A couple of days in and I have never had any training on the aircraft that I have never flown before. I was just thrown in to fly with literally the worst student imaginable, and my first student ever. (That's a different story). I have no guidance and no training on company policy and yet I get belittled and beratted by management for making even the smallest mistakes that I am completely unaware of. The cheif pilot continuously yells at all of the CFIs, including me, in person and over the phone. I never get a break from the school. I constantly have some notification from the school that is some headache, whether its text, email, and/or calls. The cheif pilot will even call you on a sick day to scream at you over the phone. It's like the everyone else has more power than the CFIs. Students, front desk, and even the janitor are all treated with respect and their words are stronger than anything I say or any CFI says. I was also duped by their advertising that it was a full-time job with full benefits. I read the contract and it says part-time during a 90 day probation period. I asked another CFI if you get the benefits after the 90 days and he said that CFI's are only on contract as part-time but we are expected to work full-time. The cheif pilot also confirmed this. I left my full-time job for this one and now I wont have any health insurance soon because of this bait and switch. I also feel like I just lost a lot of other great opportunities at other schools. I also make like $250/week gross pay at this point. So there is even more stress about finances that I was also not expecting. So my question is, is this normal as an employed CFI? Is this the standard at flight schools from an employee stand point?
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2021.10.24 21:22 Sidnineyo The goal of the GODHAND
I feel like the GOD HAND wants freedom to operate within the world.
It seems to me that each member of the godhand is atleast in some way related to a sin that mankind commits. Lust, betrayal etc etc.
This is how they affect the world, Evidenced by slan being visible in the orgy scene before Griffith was born into the mortal world.
THEY can't directly affect anything, the actions and affects of their existence is predetermined. And they won't let you forget by constantly mentioning causality. But strangely, SK always mentions it as something inevitable - neither good or bad.
But the godhand always seem to be smug about it.
The reason why I think is because it is predetermined that the godhand will descend to the mortal world when FEMTO has subjugated all of humanity. And the god hand will have independent agency for once.
This makes character sense since every behelit holder and especially every godhand member had lives that sucked eventually and they were on the brink of death when they made their sacrifice. Meaning they lost control of their lives, chose to escape by giving up humanity for power, and even then lost control to causality.
Humans have some agency on the earth, but being mediaeval society the power to change fate lies with the ones with power(kings, religious leaders etc).
EXCEPT The ones who can do magic -> the witches like sheirke and the warlocks in ganishka's army.
They have independent power to control their fate, which is a threat to the godhand who want complete control over their fate for once, and they know that controlling their fate means not allowing anyone else to have it.
So they(all magicians) have to die.
I think this makes the most sense, and it is the direction the story would have gone.
[SPOILER] [SPOILER] [SPOILER]
But since Miura could think way more brilliantly than me, he made the antagonist: king of the new world, also the same flesh as the son of the protagonist.
How he would have resolved these goals may remain a mystery forever.
Anyway please let me know if you agree, but more importantly how and why you disagree.
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2021.10.24 21:22 WolfBlood0988 Boys, how would you like to be asked out?
I (17f) am looking to ask a boy out, but am unsure how to do it. So, boys, would you like to be asked out by a girl? Follow up, if you were to have a girl ask you out, how would you want her to handle it?
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2021.10.24 21:22 Idrinkstuff Disappearing Text when exporting word doc to pdf on ipad
I was adjusting my resume in Word today and tried to export it to a pdf when i finished. Everything was fine except two text boxes that disappear when i export to pdf. I tried adjust spacing and color of the text with no luck. The whole resume is the same font so i don’t think that’s the issue either. One of the text boxes shows half the text while the other text box is completely empty. Anyone have this issue and/or know of a solution? Thanks!
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2021.10.24 21:22 nadriancox WILD BEYOND THE WITCHLIGHT [ Fridays - 5:30 p.m. Central ] [ Paid ]
Skip the LFG and join a community. Welcome to Polyhedra.
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For those who fell in love with D&D through shows like Dimension 20 and Critical Role*, Wizard's latest adventure is a perfect roleplay-driven experience.*APPLY HERE
From Hither to Thither to Yon, come explore the whimsical lands of the Feywild! In this marvelous world, where emotions and playful ploys trump force, achieving your goals does not always necessitate brutality. Rather, resolve conflict and achieve your party's goals through clever wordplay may get you further than any swashbuckling swordplay ever could.
In addition, this campaign will feature elements from the Domains of Delight supplement, which proceeds go to our friends at Extra Life and the children's hospitals they support.
2021.10.24 21:22 rkay0820 Porsche Recalls All Taycan EVs in the US for Overzealous Hazards
Guess Porsche Platform cannot handle OTA update
Porsche Taycan EV starts from $82,700
Really hope NIO third Next Gen Platform Model is "Porsche Killer"
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2021.10.24 21:22 drippydroppy1 Anyone used secret sauce for level 1 final review?
How was it in terms of material covered?
I'm using it now for the final review and filling in any gaps with CFAI Qbank (all of it).
Should I be doing anything else to best prepare for my exam in November?
BTW, I'm hitting a 76% average.
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2021.10.24 21:22 louiweezy Failing classes as a freshmen and Idk what to do
I’m failing my first semester and I’m not sure what will happen. My grades are pretty much down the drain and I have no way of saving them. I’m doing decent in only one of my courses. Will I be notified if I’m going to be on academic probation? If so, when/where?
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2021.10.24 21:22 MousseDapper9084 I don’t think many people noticed this.
2021.10.24 21:22 nopClip [CHI 1-(4) DET] Larkin throws a puck in front, and it's deflected off Bertuzzi's, Jones' and Johnson's skates and in. Play is reviewed for a distinct kicking motion, and the goal stands.
2021.10.24 21:22 Proxyl_ Succubus Moni
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2021.10.24 21:22 nmoreiras Sweet Shoutouts from Sponsee App Take 5 initiative in Singapore
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2021.10.24 21:22 Alarmed_Zucchini I want to help all the people struggling with karma
2021.10.24 21:22 Outrageous-Stock3018 Kkkk
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2021.10.24 21:22 JustAGirlInLimbo I (28 F) just ended things with my boyfriend (30 M) of 8 months. I’m not sure how to feel?
A little back story: prior to this relationship, I was in a relationship for 8 years and I was engaged. We broke off the engagement and went our separate ways. I met my recent ex boyfriend back in February and right off the bat, things were good. Just until recently, our relationship changed and things started going downhill…. We haven’t spoken in two days (which is very odd for us because we spoke every single day since February) and I feel like things are just over. I reached out to him twice and he just blew me off (left me on read). I feel like I am emotionally unable to handle it… I’ve been through a lot and this is becoming more difficult for me to handle. I feel like I’m just waiting for him to call me or message. How can I get over this feeling? I tried preoccupying my mind with other things but at the end of the day, I feel like shxt.
TL;DR : my boyfriend and I have broken up and I’m not sure what to do with myself.
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